First of all this is not to bash cheaters.....I have a question for the people who have cheated. How does it REALLY feel when you see your spouse sad as a result of your affair. i don't know exactly what i want to see from my husband, but it just seems that i am always sad and crying, but he seems to go on about his day as normal. he says he feels terrible, and he promises to do right and to prove to me that he can do right("just give me a chance to prove myself"). I'm not sure but maybe what i want is to see him maybe shed at least half of the tears i have shed over his actions. The only time i saw him cry was the very first night he was exposed(and he had not even fessed up to the baby yet.)Yes, he is not usually an emotional person, but anyone with a heart you would think would sympathize with someone they hurt, and who is crying uncontrollably I just don't know, i could truly use some insight.
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