How can I work on my marriage when I hate his hands on my bodywhen I hope he doesnt come to me asking to have sex with him? Making love to him is not a beautiful and special thing anymore. I hate sleeping in the same bedmarriage should not be like this. If he doesnt get it from me how can I expect him to not want to get it some where else? He has been gone for over 2 months now (out of town) and I am not even excited or looking forward to having him back home. Sure I do miss him, but just thinking about having to performhaving to pretend like I am happy like we are happy and like everything is perfect, it saddens me. I cannot be the enthusiastic, energetic, loving and caring wife he wants me to be. I hate my life. Why can God just show me an easier way to this. Why is it so difficult for me to walk away and leave and how easy it was for him to decide to throw our marriage to the trash in a matter of weeks? Ive been here for over a year and I can get myself to leave.
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