i think i have made a huge mistake. My STBX asked to hold off the final divorce hearing (tomorrow) said he didn't think he could go thru with it. So i did, and he moved out of OW apt. into his own place. Now he says he is confused again and does not know if he can be a husband and intimate with me again after seperation of one year. Says he does not want to do this to us all over again. What is wrong with me that i got dragged back into this drama? i wanted so to believe that the reality of divorce made him realize what he stood to lose. Now i realize that it was just panic at the last hour nothing more. If a man is so confused as to where his loyalty lies, i think that answers all my questions. Please some advice. I guess i am going to have to be the one to say enough already. i already realize that i deserve a man who really wants to be by my side-not one who must debate his own demons for the past year-back and forth. It's time to acknowledge i have already lost him forever. What have i done to myself?
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