My husband was caught cheating last winter and I kicked him out. Over the past year I took him back only to find out he was calling the same woman one night after he had been drinking. He's gone again and I am just trying to cope each day. I have been reading a lot of these posts and I can't believe how much we all struggle with the same feelings. It's awful and I can only pray that I will feel happy again in my life some day. He has taken our marriage and our family and ripped it to shreds. I go from feeling bad for him to feeling like physically hurting him. The whole time he was back I felt like a prison warden checking his text messages. I know myself well enough to know that I would never be able to trust him again....ever! Nor does he deserve trust.
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