Some of you on here will no my story.I found out november 2007 that my h had been cheating on me since i was 5 mths pregnant,it was 4 weeks before christmas and 2 mths before my babies 1st birthday.I was devastated.I wanted him to stay and work it out but he left me for her.I have been to counselling and been pescribed anti depressants.My son had to go and see a child phhsychologist and has been thorugh so much.Hes only 10.Ive been to hell and back.Just before this christmas of 2008 and begged him one last time to come back to us.He is living with her.He said he loved me but he still wasnt ready.Do that was that.He had one year to see what he was loosing.In December i decided to move on and close the door.I recently lost a friend to cancer at 42.They gave him 6 mths or 12 mths with chemotherapy.He chose the 6mths of living.He sold his house and was going to see the world.He got 6 weeks.I realised I could keep on not living just exsisiting.I met someone who gave me back my self esteem and told me that im worth more than that and my kids and i deserve somone to love us and make us thier life.Somone said to me never make someone your priority when to them your only and option.I just wanted to say that there is hope.Yes it still hurts and i still greive for my life and h.But he has long gone this man that hurt us has replaced the man i loved and he has died.So grieve for your lost love, your lost life but then start living your new one before its too late.
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