Over two years ago, my husband and I were having an intimate moment after a tickle fight and he got real serious. I could tell his heart was beating very fast and he looked very nervous. I asked him what was wrong, and he looks me straight in the eyes and tells me that when he was away (for military leave) he went to a bar one night, got very drunk, went home with another woman and they messed around. He said he never had sex with her but they did other things. He did come out and tell me and he was very sincere about it. Since then, I worry a lot more about his going away trips. Even though he says he will never do it again, part of me is just so scared. I know he loves me, because he shows me in so many ways. I forgave him but still have not "forgotten." We had a child 4 months ago and I cannot help but to think that one day he will end up leaving me for someone else. He doesn't seem like the type that would but then again, I never knew about the one night stand and had no clues until he told me about it. What do you think? I am still having a hard time over this after two years.
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