After months of trying to stay away from my ex, and make this break from his lyin, cheating ass we finally came to a head. He has been emailing me and talking to me and txtg me for months to forgive him. YET. I found out he has been seeing someone else while all this has been happening. NOT the one I caught him with, A newbie. He wont give me my stuff back and today tells me he was done with me long before I caught him in April. He has gotten what he wanted and now he can go. He looked me right in the face and said this. Amungst other things. I didnt see this coming and I was NOT prepared for it. So now here I sit, yet again feeling like shit, feeling sorry for myself..and hating myself for it. Bastard!
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