Maybe it's part of the grieving process, but pain has turned to hate. Do I hate my husband for cheating? Yes.. often.. but mostly I hate the OW. She was someone I loved and trusted and she manipulated me and him and almost destroyed my life. I've never felt hate in my life... it's such a foreign concept to me. What do I do with this much anger? It's also making it difficult to forgive my husband since he doesn't see her as the manipulating bitch that she is. He still thinks it was an innocent mistake. Even knowing that she planned it. He can't accept that she did it on purpose.
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