It's been almost three months now since I found out about my husband's affair and the child that resutled in the affair, this took place almost two years ago. I have been doing better, trying to move forward. WE have no contact with the other woman or child. However recently I have been having dreams about her, nothing that makes sense but I just keep thinking of the ow again, where I haven't for a while. I don't know why... I'm trying to move forward but I feel like I"m falling backwards I think about her and and my husband and her having sex with him and I feel sick about it again. I'm digging up angry feelings again and feeling sorry for my self. Not sure what all this means. Does anyone have any thoughts..
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