My DH is wonderfully supportive and we are happily married for 5 years. I do feel like he is my best friend and always says, it's OK that we don't have kids, and never makes me feel like I am letting him down in any way. BUT I cant help but feel a deep sense of failure. I wonder if when we were dating if I told him I could not have children (which I didnt know of course) would he still have married me? I'll never know, but I live with such pain thinking of that question.
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