i just would like to understand why i don't get pregnant? is that too much to ask? everyone keeps telling me to stop thinking about it so much, but am i to really believe that if i was to "just stop thinking about it" i would become pregnant? i mean come on. there must be something that docs are missing right? its been over a year since my last mc and i am still not pregnant. what gives? if i have a solid reason why this doesn't happen i think i would be alright with things. but i feel like sometimes i have no answers. i broke down last night and my poor dh tells me he is sorry he can't give me the one thing i want most. that broke my heart to hear him say that. it just seems so unfair to have to go through this month after month. i had a better day today. yesterday i was feeling like i wanted to quit with the IUI's but today i decided i will give it 2 more cycles and then i will be done. i am sorry for venting like this, but i need to get this out or else it will eat me alive. why does it have to be like this? why, why, why?
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