so i wasnt suppossed to have a little one like ever! than over four years ago i got the news i was pregnant. wtf? i had no idea how this happened. but i was estatic all thes ame. and now i have a hubby who i adore wayyyyyy more than i ever loved my ex and we cant get pregnant. he tested fine, they dont see a reason why i cant. we were on chlomid but after a mc i didnt want to try again. so we are doing things on our own for a few months. and thend my step dad died adn now i feel as if i couldnt handle another let down...not now...but every month i start my period and all the months i start late, i just keep hoping. its really getting me down. i knwo there is so much more we can do. and our insurance actually pays a lot...but still...its heart breaking and exhausting and just not fun at all.
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