My husband is driving me CRAZY!!!!! We are beginning IVF, which is picking out Donors. I have picked out only the ones that like me, but my husband needs to see all of them. This makes it worse for me, because I see all these women who can do this and I can't I my own. Is that selfish of me to think that. Then I love when he says that this person or that person looks like me, when clearly to me it doesn't. I makes me wonder if my husband nows what I really look like. Is this a sign that I can't handle doing this? I thought I was ready, but looking at more then 50 Donors....and I really ready??? All I know is that I really want a baby. What is bothers me that most is when people tell me how much I look like my mother and I know that my baby is never going to have that. Why can't I get over these feelings.
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