after a year of trying to conceive naturally. we finally did. i was 6 weeks pregnant and loving every mintune of it. then the unthinkable happen. i started bleeding. iwent to the er and they could fine the baby. i had a misscarriage. never in my wildest dreams could of ever thought this would happen to me. and now here i am trying to deal with the loss of my child. every one keeps telling me that aleast it happen early. i don't care when it happen. i just know i lost my baby . the one i loved from day one. the one done picked evrey thing out for. it was my baby i lost. apart of me. it is something that will never go away. i want to try for another baby. but the doctor says wait three months. how can they tell someone who lost there baby. that they have to wait three months to try for another baby. when that is the only thing in this world that would make them happen. i just want to be mom. so how can he tell me i have to wait three months to try to have another baby
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