Hello, I was just wanting to know if any one can tell me which way to turn. I am planning on having another child, after I finish nursing school, the problem is my age and the endo. I lost a baby girl in 2005 at 4 month and a week. I was devestated, I've always wanted , dreamed of having 1boy and 1 girl, small family. I have a son 14, he has autism, I was 19 when I had him and GOD how I adore him! I have always longed for that little girl and losing my baby girl only made me want to try even more. I know I must first finish school, but I am worried that by that time, I will be in my late thirties. I'm not even quite sure if I can still have children, I only have my left ovary and so much scar tissue from lap.'s . I will never be complete unless I at least try, but I wonder , which is really most important to me, having a child now or say in the next year or so, or finishing school? I may not physically be able to have a baby when I am ready, so just how is one to decide? I have been thinking about this daily and it has become to consume me. I do struggle with my son, yet at 14 who dosen't with a teenager! lol, so can any one tell me how do you sort out what ya feel, want, desire, versus what ya need, what is right, and just, for my situation?
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