This is going with Leslie's post as well....I'm with here why not me? My husband seems to hold everything in about fertility and I'm gettiing accused of being obessed.....well, everyonen is pregnant. My sister in law is my hubby's cousin is trying and I'm getting know where. It's going to be ok....yayayaya blah blah yeah, but when I feel at home here, but I should feel that with my hubby I feel like he's not honest about our fertility and it hurts. I feel like i'm stepping in fire ants, but i'm not getting stung b/c i'm not good enough is that why were not pregnant? I think I'm going to check myself into an insane asylum b/c by the time this is over i'll be able to say i'm legally insane. Don't dwell upon it......well, dam% when someone can tell me how you can stop thinking of taking shots, having sex, seeing a doc. popping pills and doing this at a certain time!!!!!! Then we will talk. I'm sick of don't think about it, hang up side down, place your butt under a pillow, geez if that really did work wouldn't all of us be preggers? IT's A MEDICAL CONDITION!!!!!!! What part of that do ppl in this society not understand is it b/c they are not experiencing it? I have come to realize it's pointless talking to anyone unless they have been through it or currently going through it. Hormones raging, uncontrollable crying and that roller coaster ride I'm thinking of jumping off and plumting somewhere!!! ahhhhh I feel better I have vented. thank you for listening.
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