As some of you may remember I thought I was pregnant, and was hoping for a BFP. Well This morning I took a test and got a BFN. It killed both me and my DF, but he agreed we could look at other options. Hearing DF say that shocked me, becasue he is the one who said he thinks he could not hanle someone elses baby and he brought up to me about other options. I also am getting the brown discharge, like I always get before AF. If I still don't get my AF by the end of this month I will test again. I hope I just tested too early. I will keep all informed and hopefully me and DF can find another option that will make us both happy. So everyone knows, DF is NOT against adoption or anything, he just doesn't know how he would feel abouth raising someone elsesa baby. What I mean is he's not sure if he would feel the same about an adopted baby as he would a bio baby. WE are going to look up info on everything and talk it all out. I will keep all posted and thank you to everyone who wished us luck, and I wish luck to you all.
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