For the last several months, holidays I think, I have not done well with not being pregnant or a mom. I think it's the whole holidays are for families and yes I know my hubby and I are "family" but to me, "family" means kids too. We have been ttc for over 3 years now. 2 m/c, one which would have resulted in us having a 2 year old right about now. And PCOS issues. Now I have discovered that a diet low in carbs helps with PCOS and regularity issues. However, the last 2 months I have not had the willpower to stay on the diet, hence, irregular and very frustrated at myself. I feel like a total failure at the whole process. Each day I attempt the diet again, and fail, cause I feel like crap emotionally. I'm throwing the pity party of "everyone has kids and not me, everyone is pregnant and not me". It's not good. Ugh!
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