I don't know how many of you remember, but Dh and I were trying to buy a home and adopt a little boy last time I posted. Well, the house fell through and then so did the adoption. Then the house came through, but still no baby. I have been bitter, depressed and despondent. Becoming a mother has taken over my every waking thought and I reached the point where the little joys in life were passing me by. I don't want to be this way, so we are taking a total break from all baby related stuff. On valentines day my dh surprised me by taking me away to a beautiful lttle inn on the coast and it really helped me see that I have been way too focused on the bad and sad in my life. Anyway we are taking some time to relax and enjoy life. I will continue to pray for all of you every day. May you all get your miracles soon.
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