I think I'm gonna lose it. All the syptoms are the same. I FEEL pregnant, won't know for sure until the 8th. But what makes me think we're not gonna keep it is the same exact pain, in the same exact spot that I had two pregnancies ago with an etopic and even though the next one wasn't etopic, the same pain was there. I'm trying not to be negitive for the baby's sake, JUST IN CASE this is the one. But I have to say for the very first time, I am not excited at all. At least not yet anyway. I just can't allow myself to go through that pain anymore. The 8th seems like a long, long ways off.
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