We did IUI last month and tomorrow was the date I get to go to the doctor to test if I'm pregnant. I had to wait till 2 weeks after insemination. Well this morning there was a little bit of faint blood when I went to the bathroom so I'm sure that means a period is coming. I'm getting tired of getting my hopes up. I can't have kids of my own - I can't have my OWN experience but I can have someone else's kids (skids) RAMMED down my throat and I'm supposed to get excited in life about that. I don't want THEM I want my own! I just want to be angry at everyone today.
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