We had our IUI on CD13 so I"m on day 11 of the 2ww. I test this morning and it was negative. But the test states 5 days before your missed period its 6 days prior? I feel like I know its probably truly negative...so why is it that I hold out hope and will test again and again until AF shows her face? I feel alot of pressure because the dr will only do one more IUI because DH count is low and he said its a waste of money to keep doing it. We aren't going to do IVF its something we've decided based for personal reasons so the IUI works or we adopt one day. Its so hard because I've been preganant once back in 2006 I was 5 weeks when I miscarried. I know it has to be God's timing for it to happen but its still hard. I'm guess I'm just coming to terms with a BFN soon to follow. This is running my life, i'm living in 28 day increments. I didn't tell any family or friends that we did IUI this month just because its to much pressure of "did you test yet" "your pregnant I just know it". Its friends way more than family. my mom is very supportive and wants a grandchild really bad but isn't pressuring at all. She listens to my emotional rollercoaster often. But I've decided telling friends besides the ladies on DS is just too much. I had one friend asking me so when is CD14 and when do you test, trying to be supportive but ahhh to much. CD28 is the 30th of september and today is the 25th so I don't know what to think about this negative this morning?Thanks ladies for letting me vent.
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