I posted on here a few weeks ago about my best friend who complained to me for 5-6 months about not being able to get pregnant and I had to listen to her bitch and moan (mean while she already has a 3 yr old) so I knew nothing was wrong with her but let her vent anyway. So when she finally got pregnant she hid it from me for 4 months and then finally told me. I already knew she was b/c she was "hiding" from me and stopped asking how I was so it wasn't a total shock to me. BUT .... I also have a twin sister who gets pregnant at the drop of a dime and had her first baby in June 2013. I was happy for her ... even threw her a $3K baby shower ... never once got jealous etc. NOW she calls me Sunday night and tells me she's pregnant again! Like are you F*&(ing kidding me... her son isnt' even 4 months old !!!! I had to listen to her bitch and moan about how they are broke and can't afford day care for another kid. Like WTF such a slap in the face she knows I am starting IVF in two weeks and the least she could have done was friggin wait until I was done IVF and hopefully pregnant by the end of November before she told me. I can't say that I am jealous b/c I just don't have it in me to be jealous of what other ppl have.. but I feel so mad. Is it wrong to be mad b/c I was looking forward to it being my turn for everyone to be excited for me and my husband to be pregnant. She's due in June so IF I actually get pregnant this IVF cycle I won't be due until August. Then I had to read text messages between her and my best friend that they included me on saying how great it's going to be that they are pregnant together etc etc Like how inconsiderate. I finally had to say to both of them - Leave me out of your group texts b/c I am not pregnant yet so don't assume the IVF is going to work for me nothing is a defininte in the infertility world. Just annoys the S*** out of me that both of them are so inconsiderate b/c they wouldnt' like it if they were in my shoes. I feel like my patience is really being tested right now and I hope to god that this IVF cycle works b/c Idk how much more my body can take I've already been through 2 surgeries in the past 10 months. Ughh So Annoyed!
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