SORRY I HAVENT WRITEN BUT I NEEDED SOME TIME, I HAVE NOT SEEN OR TALKED TO RAUL FOR 2 WEEKS, I STILL HATE HIM FOR WHAT HE CAUSED. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, AN OLD FRIEND HAS TOLD ME HE WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH ME, BUT I NEED TIME AND THEN I THINK THE MORE TIME I TACK THE MORE TIME I AM WITH OUT A BABY. I STILL NEED A FEW MOUNTHS TO RECOVER FISICALY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO AFTER, I STILL LOVE MY HUSBEND BUT I HATE HIM TO MUCH AND I DONT WANT HIM NEAR ME, AND I DONT THINK I WANT ANYONE IN MY LIFE FOR KNOW, BUT I STILL WANT A BABY, WHAT DO I DO? FORGIVE RAUL JUST TILL I GET PG THEN LEAVE HIM OR TRY WITH FELIPE HOW I DONT LOVE BUT I KNOW LOVES ME AND WHOULD NO DO WHAT RAUL DID OR JUST GIVE UP AND WAIT.
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