OK girls, I'm in my 2ww after our 3rd IVF try, 4th try all together because we also did a FET in between. My Beta is on the 12th, which still feels so very far away. As much as I want this, I'm finding it easier to assume it didn't work over that it did. I don't want these negative vibes. I think part of it is on top of my DH and I trying for over 2 years now, if this doesn't work, we're down to just 1 more IVF that insurance will cover so I feel like the end is near for us. I remember once upon a time when we were told they'd cover 4 IVF's, that sounded like a lot and I couldn't imagine needing every try. Now I'm worried if we don't get a BFP next week, we're down to one last try!!! How does one stay positive here? Why is it so easy to let the negative thoughts in and not the positive!?! Ugh!!!
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