I am new to this and I need some emotional support right now. Once again I started my period.:( I know that you are all familiar with the whole "frustration thing". To top it off, my sister in law, whom I can't stand, announced today that she is pregnant. UGHHH! I know that I should be happy for her but I'm not! My brother and her have been trying for their 3rd child for 2 years now. A part of me was happy that they were having trouble getting pregnant because she could see what I have been going through. I know that isn't nice but, honestly, do any of your ever feel better when you have close friends or people related to you that can't get pregnant either?? Am I cursing myself because I am not happy for them, I mean, she is my sister in law?
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