so today is the big day I keep telling my step-daughter...today her baby sister will be born.....her mother who is my age 25 is delivering her 6th child as I type this.... I am filed with rage. I HATE HER!!!!!! why does God give her all these kids??? Her first 2 are dead....she decided in July of 08 she couldnt handle my step daughter and threw her on me, and then her other 2 kids dont have a bed to sleep in!!!! and yet shes getting antoher baby!!!!!!! WWWHHHYYYYY?????? Shes got no job, no income (other than welfare) no husband, hell not even a boyfriend, she uses drugs, drinks constantly, sleeps around....why is she a parent and I cant even get pregnant!!!!!! I HATE THIS!!! I HATE HER!!!
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