So back in January my DH was diagnosed with IF - low sperm count. Through a lot of tests we found out he has good ones but only about five million. He is turning 30 in three weeks and I am 25 - we have been together for six years and married for two. Since the diagnoses I have felt a huge range of emotions but the one that has stuck with me is anger toward him. I have been unable to make this anger go away and ti kills me inside. I keep saying to myself that I could go off and be with someone else and get pregnant very easily but no, I'm 25 and dealing with REs and IUIs and all this crap. I feel so guilty because I am not this person and I don't even tell him that I am angry at him because I know it is not his fault. I don't know what to do. It is such a struggle to deal with this new person that I have to be - I think that it might have been easier if the problem was with me. Does anyone else has this problem - this anger at their IF partner? Am I a bad wife?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...