BFN on day 12 post FET. Though the RE wants me to come back and test again in a week because I have not started AF but I already know it didn't work. I'm tired of getting my hopes up every month only to have them crushed yet again. And I'm frustrated with my clinic because I wont be able to do another FET until December because my RE is taking hiatus. And Im sad because I am running out of time to become a mother. We leave Japan next July and I we dont have a pregnancy by then the we never will since theres no way we could afford IVF in the US.
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