My birthday is coming up in about 3 weeks. I'll be 30. I'm dreading it. I know as far as age goes it's still young. That's not the point. I'm sure you already know why I'm dreading it. Soon I'll be in my thirties and dealing with infertiliy. All my friends that have turned 30 say they didn't mind turning 30. I look back at my life and what I want most still hasn't happened. I did not picture my life this way. I f I would have known I wasn't gonna have any kids by now I would done so many things different. I would have took more classes, traveled more, worked harder. Maybe even never have gotten married. Don't get me wrong i love husband but I got married with the expectation of having a family. I am not looking forward to my birthday. I don't want time to keep going. I want it to stop and wait for me to catch up.
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