I am so upset right now. So much so that my hands are shaking and I can hardly type! One of my closest friends growing up just emailed me to let me know she is preg! She is having a boy and is due in Feb! I'm kinda pissed that for one she hasn't even bothered to tell me that she is preg and also I am totally jealous! She has always said that she NEVER wanted kids!!! But of course she is totally able to get preg! It sucks so bad because I have ALWAYS wanted to have lots of kids and I haven't been able to get preg!! We've been try'n fo 3 yrs and nothing!!Btw I took another preg test 3 days ago and it was negative! I want to be happy for her but I am soooo angry!! I have been trying to be possitive but this is hurts so bad!!!! Any advice?!?!. . . .
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