I'm 5 days post my 2nd IVF. Tried iui 6x with no success. I'm 37 with PCOS. They implanted two beautiful 5-day blastocysts last Sat. They say just relax and think positive for the next two weeks until the preg test. It sounds totally reasonable but I don't feel positive. I'm depressed, tired, and terrified of another diappointment. I think the estrogen and progestin are what''s making me so emotional because I've had depression before and it doesn't feel quite like this. Does anyone else find it hard to be all smiles and optimism after so many unsucessful attempts?
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