with a new year comming many of us wonder will this be our year will I finally take a hpt and see the bfp that Ive been waiting for? I have been on ds for several months now and I have seen many of my friends get there hopes up only to be disappointed when af shows up. all i can say is that through all the ups and downs the good and the bad you ladies have been there thru it all.. Its funny how I look foward to talking to people I have never even met face to face. Like all of you I have my good and bad days and lately I have had more bad days than good but the only thing that really helped is hearing messages of support from all of you. I am in a bad place right now and I am hurting I am exausted emotionally from ttc yet something inside me will not allow me to take a break so what do I do? I quess I go on and try to enjoy everyday. I have to try to be positive when every cell in my body is telling me to pity myself because my body doesnt work .A piece of me has lost faith in god how can it be that all of you amazing woman have to struggle so hard to make a new life? I have read thru all of your profiles some of you have spent thousands of dollars and have had no success, Some of you have lost your pregnancies it makes me wonder why we have been dealt this hand in life? . I can only pray that in 2008 all of you get to realize your dream of becoming parents you ladies are strong, your so brave and I admire and respect each and every one of you. So this is kind of like my toast to all of you for the new year " may we all become mommies and may all our days be happy ones" lets leave 2007 behind and look towards 2008 as our year ladies god bless all of you and your families ~~ dee~~
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