So today marks the one year anivessary of the day I found out I was PG for the first time. We had been trying for 6 yrs at the time.The time I was PG was short lived and full of emotions. I lost my daughter Isabella Jan 29th. I was 17 weeks PG. Today I went and visited the NICU of the hospital I was meant to deliver at, I watched the itty bitty babies and my heart felt heavy. I think it helped that I am in my 2ww after FET on the 23rd. Somehow it gave me hope that I would one day get to hlod my baby. But I am also very anxious that I have no symptoms despite the progesterone. With Isabella I definatly had sore boobs for a while wich is why I finally tested. This time nothing. If someone out there got a BFP after no symptoms please post, bc today of all days, I need some hope. Thanks Lisa.
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