On Monday my US/BW showed 3, possibly 4 follicles that would have been mature by Friday for our IUI. The RE lowered my dose of Gonal-f from 75iu(5 days) to 50iu(the last 2 days). I went back in today to have another US/BW and hopefully schedule IUI for Friday and to my surprise and the doctors...I HYPERSTIMULATED!!!...My 4 small follicles blew up to 8 follicles measuring: 19,15,16,16,12,19,19,10!!!!! OMG!!! I cant believe that this has happened!! I was my first month on Gonal-f and all has went very smoothly so far... I was feeling so positive about things! Now we have been told to sustain from having sex until after I start my period! SO....it's a BFN for us this month!..NO CHANCE AT ALL that we will become parents..yet another month that will go by!!! I'm just devastated!!! How did this happen?...I am just in dis-belief!! WHY US???...I NEVER thought that this would happen!!..Although VERY upset about this..I am very lucky and feel blessed to have a RE that does truely care and love his job..He did inform us that he would be purchasing our next months meds for us b/c this has happened! Does anyone else have a story like this?..I'm just trying to make since of it all! My husband says that it is just God's way of giving us a much needed break and that we just need to except things as they are and stop questioning God and why things keep happening like this...I know he is right but I just wonder if this is God's way of telling me that I will never be a Mom!?!
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