Im so sorry if this is TMI!!! I have always with the PCOS had abnormal periods I could go a year with out having one. I have never been normal when it comes to that for the last 6 months I have had one every 28 to 30 days minus last month. I dont get it out of the blue I start having periods? On one hand I look at is as my mom is up in heaven working on getting me the one thing she knew I wanted the most. On the other hand I think What does this mean I dont understand? I dont want to get my hopes up. My heart breaks every time I think about it and I dont get what I want. I know the things I need to do to get where I want to be but it is so hard to do them. Stop eating, Start working out (Doctor still said NO) dont have pasta, bread, cookies, candy, all the good stuff. I just dont have the will power to deal with all of this. I so want a baby. Everyone says that I should make sure we have the money to have a baby we are never going to have the money to have a baby but we will work it out when we have a baby I know we will how many people in this world have babies when they have the money for them PLEASE. I found out the other day that my friends 16 year old daughter has 4 count them 4 friends 14-16 that are prego. HELLO people how is that fair?
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