Well, I didn't get my miracle, but I did get an answered prayer. I went in for my u/s today to make sure I was doing the right thing by having a D&C this afternoon. I was told on Friday, my baby wouldn't make it, her heart wasn't growing and wasn't formed correctly. I have been praying for a miracle ever since, but if it wasn't my time for a miracle than (I know this sounds bad) but I prayed that my baby would pass because I didn't want to have to make the decision to take my baby that was technically still alive. My miracle didn't occur. When I went for the u/s my baby had passed and was actually beginning to shrink in size. She measured at a 12 on Friday and today was only a 5. Im sad but I know I will be ok in awhile. Please continue to pray for me and that the D&C goes well, as this is my second on in just four short months. My doctor says I can TTC after my first period. I am praying to have that strength as well. Thank you so much for you support, kind words, and prayers through this time. I wouldn't be where I am today without you.
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