I have been dealing with TTC for nearly 10 years. I have all but given up. I am at my wits end with treatments, meds, and Dr. visits. I feel like locking myself in my room and crying myself to sleep everyday. All my friends have children, and I have a hard time when they all find out they are expecting as well as after the birth. I love them all but jealousy and envy are hard emotions to control. I feel like I am all alone in this, thats why I came here. i dont know where to turn, or who to talk to! Is there anyone out there that can help? I am starting to feel overwhelmed and lost in all of this!
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