Today has been one of those days when frustration has set in and anger has sat down beside it and doing a number on me. I try with all my might to not let this infertility get the best of me!! I feel so bad today! I just feel like its never going to happen. I have cried and ask GOd over and over why... I have to pray for strength. I get so angry with my loved ones becuase they dont understand!! I know its not right, but when you're not going through it, I dont want to hear you to tell me "Oh no, don't start about this again!!" Anyhow I could really and truly use some encouragement!
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