today my ivf failed had 2 embryos replaced on 15h oct and my pregnancy test was due on friday, my last period was 37 days ago and this afternon i had the most horrible pains and i was bleedng realy badly, i have cried all day and i feel so empty my embryos are gone and i feel like a failure, its just not fair, my heart is aching, its unbearable this was my 4th attempt, i am planning to go abroad in april to private clinic in istanbul but i m also beginning to think maybe i should give up, i am a emotional wreck, im trying to be strong and have so much support, its even harder as i now have 23 nieces n nephews and 2 more on the way xxx all i have ever wanted is to be a mum ,
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