I just found out my best friend is pregnant..41/2 to be exact and she didnt tell me cause she didnt want to upset me .....Im so crushed and to be honest extremely jelous!!!!!! Im not going to suger coat it but i really fell really like shit right now.....Im happy for her but cant stand the fact that i have been alienated cause of my problem!!( I have stage 4 sndo and am scheduled for IVF/ICSI in early may) Have been on Lupron For 3 MONTHS!!!!!!!God I am trying SOOO ahrd but i feel empty!!! I dont want to see people cause i have hoRRID hot flashes and im irritalbe all the time...Sigh*....Please god help me through this:(
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