The cysts are finally gone so I was able to start clomid agian. I am now waiting for the OPK stick to get two lines so I can do another IUI. I want this to be the month we get pregnant but I am so afraid to hope. I mentioned before that I know 8 people who are pregnant and all but two of them are having girls and even though I know people in my postions dont get to be choosers and I really would be happy with either but oh we want a little girl so bad and everytime someone tells me they are having a girl its just a little "what if we never have a baby" tick in my heart. With the last IUI and we had a good sperm count and the doctor said I had a good progestaron level so whats the problem? I am so scared of falling into unexplained infertility. I am not sure I could handle not knowing why. If it was because I dont ovulate or something I could deal with that. But not knowing why? I am so afraid. Sorry for being such a negative nancy.
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