Oh I hate3 when my mind gets a mind of its own. I had a dream last night that I got an ultrasound picture of a 2 and a half month old fetis from my doctor saying I was pregnant and congradulating me. And at first I was so happy and excitted I wanted to tell everyone. But then I started thinking that I couldnt be pregnant because it hadnt even been a month since my last period (I'm in a 2ww we did IUI #2 last wednsday) So then I go freakin out to the nearest store looking for a pregnancy test and when I get there I cant find them and I am in a panic. OH I hate this wait, I am an instant gratification type of person my whole family says so I have tried to be patient but I am not much good at it. And then I stress about stressing my body out. What a crappy way to start teh day.
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