Today I figured out that I need to talk to other people who are facing infertility like me. I recently had a exploratory laparoscopy done to see if i have endometriosis i don't have it. That is when i started getting more depressed. My Obgyn never prepared me on how I would feel or what I would experience. I don't feel like she is doing much to help me and me and my husband have been trying for 5 years. I have been to many obgyn and unfortunately I can't go to an infertility doctor because my insurance won't pay it. My obgyn doesn't see why i shouldn't be able to conceive everything shows normal. So i wonder if it isn't me, I try to bring up the subject that maybe my husband should get tested he just says he will. He has been saying that for at least 2 years now and then he just changes the subject like he did today that made me mad at the world today. It isn't fair that so many people can have ton of children I just want 1 at least! My hubby doesn't understand that I want a baby bad and I have wanted to be a mom my whole life. I think about just yelling at him and making him set up an appt. I also think of being seperated from him until he does or would if he is completely sterile what will I do then get married to someone else?? Ahh! I am so fustrated! I wonder how I can get him to get tested without him being so embarassed please let me know anybody if you have any suggestions??
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