WELL AFTER A WEEK OF TRYING TO STAY CLAM ABOUT WHAT RAUL DID AND NOT CRYING TO DAY I DID, I CRYED WHEN I STARED BLEED LIKE CRAZY I CRYED WHEN THE DOCTOR EXMEND ME I CRYED WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT SENCE I LOST IT AT SUCH AN EARLY STAGE THAT THERE WAS SOME THING WRONG FROM THE BEGINING THAT REALLY MADE ME CRY BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IN MY HEART THIS IS ALL BECASUE OF RAUL IF IT WOURENT FOR HIM RIGHT KNOW I WHOULD BE THE HAPPYEST WOMEN ALIVE MY TEARS WHOULD BE OF JOY AND NOT OF SARROW MY PRYERS WHOULD BE OF HAPPINES NOTBEGING FOR THE STRENGHT I NEED TO GO ON TO PASS THIS PAIN THAT IS IN MY HEART BECAUSE I KNOW ONLY GOD CAN HELP ME AND TO HIM I WILL ALWAYS TURN AND PRAISE HIS NAME HE SHELL GET ME PAST THIS.
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