Does anybody ever feel mad at the man upstairs? Don't take this wrong, I'm not saying I'm not a believer or that I stopped believing, I just simply don't undersand how he can see you hurt so bad and not help you feel better. I've been having a rough coupe of days, actually having anxiety attacks because I feel that I will NEVER be a mommy and I just feel alone. I've asked to see signs to know he's listening and nothing. I just feel alone.....:(...........thanks for listening, I just needed to get that out, please send me your input and feelings.
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