My husband and I have been married for only 6 months...but we have been TTC since a m/c in 2005. I am on medication now and have an actual diagnosis...but I can't help thinking that it is just not going to happen. I am not jealous of my friends and family who have such an easy time having children...its more of a sadness and empty feeling...we just want a baby of our own to love...I just wish I could fast forward time to where I am pregnant and past the point of possible m/c....is that too much to ask? haha of course it is and in the meantime...wait wait wait...just like everyone else.
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