I am so frustrated and restless right now. My period showed up late, so now we have to postpone a test my RE wanted done. I would fine with that.....except.....the test should be done next week and my doc isn't working next week so the nurse said we have two options: #1 go on birth control so they can better manipulate my cycle and be sure I can have my tests done on a day my doctor works or #2 wait till next cycle When I asked what she meant by "a day my RE works" she said he only works Fridays A fertility specialists who is supposed to help women get pregnant and deal with our crazy cycles only works one day a week??????????. . Are you kidding me?????????? What the heck????? I'm so mad that I wasn't told this up front. I hate the U of M health system. I have had nothing but issues with them from the very beginning. Sometimes, I just want to tell my husband, sell the house, quit our jobs and move me back home. Back where people are normal, and don't lie about their schedules. Back where doctors work Monday through Friday I had to leave work yesterday because I couldn't stop crying, just couldn't stop. I felt so stupid, crying at work about this, but I couldn't stop the tears. I cried all day yesterday. I want to find a different doctor, someone who has nothing to do with u of m, but that is hard to do in my area. Everything medical is U of M. Right now, I am waiting for the doctors office to call me back so I can tell them #1 I am not going on birth control, #2 I need a doctor who works more than one day a week, and if that is not anyone in your office, I'd like to be referred elsewhere.. Ugh. I just hate this so much, and I feel so desperate....and so stuck.
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