I have missed so much being in the hustle and bustle of going through IVF but with us being told I have Fibromalgia it out us to a stop. It has been a long hard road and believe me there are times I am ready to just take my size 7 and put it side ways in my DH's rear end. I have lost my job due to the illness so it has put a big stress on things. Instead of stepping back and taking a breath and seeing we are ok right now chicken little says the sky is falling!!! I have paid attention to this board with all the good news and the bad and I have tried to keep up with everyone but I get tired easy and I have to leave and go lay down. I have to say the christmas cards made me smile each day one showed up and was brought to me in bed. I intrusted mine to be sent by my DH and they didn't go so good as I figured they wouldn't. He didn't even get the family cards out and so he threw them away. I am going to have to just send Valentine Cards Instead to all my wonderful sweet friends!! I still hold you in my thoughts and prayers and I hope this is going to be the year we get what we all want. DH was in a horrid mood and informed me that now he sees he will never get to have a kid but I got great news two days ago when one of the girls gave birth to a 9 lbs baby girl on the Fibromyalgia board. I won't let him crush my thoghts and dreams yet!! I hope you are all well and like I said I do keep up with journals and posts and I wish the best for everyone!!!! BIG HUGS
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