I'm feeling really upset over not being able to conceive today. I guess I knew that is was coming...I had done some reading in O Magazine on folks that had success with donor sperm (not exactly what the article was about), etc. I even spoke to my husband about the article-but then soon became depressed over our situation. I came onto DS hoping that maybe I could read a string that would bring cheer-but all of the strings in this group are by folks that are ahead of me in this whole infertility process (not necessarily having dealt with it longer, but have proceeded towards resolution). I, on the otherhand, do not have the insurance...the money...the always-willing hubby to proceed as of yet. So, I'm just sad. Just sad. Anyone else ever get even more sad when you log onto your group and feel as if no one there can even relate?
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